20050628
i juz gave my report card to my dad today....
fucking hell i'm alreadi top five in class and yet hes giving all the bloody negative comments.
I got 80 for my overal maths results in the term. The first test was 86 while the second test was much harder, and I screwed it up. Hence i got 74.
As for my English compo I got a lucky 80 for the first test, and then a 67 for the second test.
And there he is rantling and grumbling, WHY DID MY RESULTS DROP. FuCk u.
Unless he managed to get at least an 86 for every maths paper, as well as an 80 for every english composition during his secondary school days, I would juz admit that i suck, but is that the case?
How bout the rest of the results that were good did he say anything? No
Furthermore he's still not satisfied with that kinda Maths results, which i myself consider it as pretty good?
I work like a mad cow day and night, and i have to commit so much time to track and field as well as my studies. Can he at least give me a little credit?
Does he really expect me to beat the elite PRC Scholars from China , who mug day and night, without having to spend time on a proper CCA at all? I have already did my best and I must admit that I am not an intelligent child by nature.
He is always under the impression that I only claim that I work hard, but this time I finally knew that I could prove it to him with real results, with that sheet of paper. And now all my hopes are shattered.
Months of hard work... I struggled so hard to juggle my time properly and made so much sacrifices outta my social life. What more to you expect?
I didn't even receive any positive feedback at all...
Not even a "fairly good"
........you are such a fucker..
and where did i Learn this kinda bad language frm? frm u. since young. thank you very much
posted @ 7:38 PM
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20050625
well I have a couple of teachers who have alwaes saed that you ain't suppose to have a "life" when you reach sec 4. Well... I guess they feel that we should mug our asses out day till night. As for me? I have more than just studies man, i gotta mug i gotta practice the piano, and of course I have to throw, which is the most time consuming activity of all.
These 3 activities are the only things i can spend my time on from now on.
Piano will be my only form of entertainment, Throwing will be the only form of release, and studying..... aiy the only piece of shit i must force myself to do in life. Okay thats my life from now on ppl. Dun tempt me to do other sinful stuff or I'll whack you into pulp when i wake up from it, LOL
pi(A)no
(S)tudying
Throw(S)
ASS thats my life.
no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chatsNo love, no games, no outings, no chats
Dun worry guys i will catch up with "life" from time to time, and when the exams are over. Cuz i actually have a life man. hmmm ^_+ lol
posted @ 11:54 AM
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20050619
oh goodness..... i am so freakin weak now... and i feel... feverish?
ah i dunnno why... have been on a sick streak for mani mani days.....
was at the gym today, have been shrinking and losing mass...argh bad time.
common....i need brute, i need strength now.. its the most crucial period, and yet i am losing both. Haha...
My whole body is aching, i need a massage or accupuncture badly man....
Sorry for blogging crap stuff..... too tired and sick to think now.... off to sleep . zzzzzzzzzz
posted @ 10:47 PM
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okay ler i back on track......ready to thrash ass.. haha maybe not... have been slacking so hard for the past one mth due to injuries, while my team is working their asses off, man... how to win in nats. ah how to win? hahaha.. I'll juz fight the battle till the end.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF I DUN get gold i will cut botak for the first time!$~!!
posted @ 12:53 AM
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20050616
my parents have been overseas for the past nine days and they will be back tomorrow... have i enjoyed myself for the past nine days.. no..fucking no....
i dunno wth is wrong with me...i can't get a hang of myself.
I didn't play much, nor did i study much. So wth did i do? nothing at all...
thats the worst thing that can ever happen to someone. I hate being lonely at times, especially when theres no one at home. Yet, there are times I wanna be left alone...
I miss the good old days where I can just push everything aside and laugh off all problems. I guess.. i have far too many commitments, so much so that that i can no longer handle them.....lotsa track..piano...studies...tuitions.
As a result, I guess i have drifted apart frm many of my friends... Am sorry ppl... actually I really do not want that to happen either. Pls bear with me ... I have lost my motivation in life...
I need a true friend...
posted @ 5:35 PM
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20050612
Haven felt so good for a long time :) , once again I have finally clinched back my rightful title in the Singapore Under 17 Swift Competition.. The satisfaction can never be described...especially when i have not gotten a gold medal ever since that fateful day where i injured myself in sec 2. Oh yea... I have also broken the record too (: haha..but well..records are meant to be broken and this record which I set would be broken too in time to come.
As for the 2yrs old national record, it could be broken this yr by my junior. No point holding the torch for so long i guess... the future generations would definitely outdo the older ones...haha.. and i believe that they deserve the honour.
Yesterday's competition was really intensive, with very strong opponents, and including some frm poly? I had to really fight in order to beat them, haha... they were way way stronger than the competitors I faced in sec 2? Perhaps I could have done even better if I didn't hurt my wrist in my 2nd throw, oh wells... I am already satisfied la :D
Well went out with my seniors after the comp for a celebration to like 12.30a.m.? haha... my parents were overseas thats why. hahaez. went to eat den to plae lan and arcade. LOL. damn funny people.
well..the next competition is the final and the most important.
NATIONALS
its in 4 weeks... I will do my best guys.
posted @ 6:49 PM
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